10/12/2012

9th anniversary flashback


 
12/10/2003.

somewhere among an industrial district of north-east in munich. as it was a red-letter day. no doubt forevermore. it`s time for some nostalgic mental flashback.

exactly nine years to the day ago something mind-blowing and utterly life-changing has entered my personal appreciation of music, art, devotion, disposition and native vocation. furthermore this crucial moment of occasion prompted me to see things from a different perspective and raise my awareness of an enduring meaningfulness of art, in that case in connection with music.

a unforgotten unique vibe to this day: extremely noisy. barefaced, faithfully, but yet insurgent. anywise kind of magical and not of this world. on the one hand matchless vibrant. thrilling and hypnotizing. (`intro+ bulletproof cupid`, `allergic`, both had all that formerly unique and spellbound latent vitality). on the other hand depressing, kind of disturbing, fragile and at the same time fair and beautiful (`centrefolds`, with all the hidden subliminal unselfconscious fractured inner core of beauty). quite honestly: an emotional turmoil. since then i never had feelings in such a manner again. the amount makes the poison. an overkill even for a "placebo".